And remember how last time it didn't work out because his ex had issues, and he wanted to help her?? Well i'm suddenly feeling a bit of deja vu.
She, once again, is going through some tough stuff.. (Convenient.) and he once again cannot have anything with me becuase he needs to be there for her and it wouldn't be fair to me.
Am I being cursed for something?? I really feel like this is just plain unfair. It's unfair that he would do this to me again, because now that it's happened twice.. I don't think I could do it again. Here's what really toppped all of this off. I worked late last night, then went to his work to visit him and get a drink. (He's a bartender.) I'm sitting there, it's kinda awkward after him saying he really likes me but can't have anything... but we're still chatting and enjoying each others company.. Then the door opens... and in walks...... his ex.
My heart sank. He says some crap like "Look at me, i'm being so rude.. Elena, this is Brittany, Brittany, this is Elena." We both did the "Hi, nice to meet you" (Even though you know I'm not a fan of you)
Well, as much as I wanted to, I couldn't just leave, that would be too obvious. So I sat there, and tried to act normal. I couldn't help but notice that she was literally staring at me half the time! It had to have been one of the most uncomfortable and dissapointing moments I've had lately.
I finished my drink, and calmly said "Ok Craig, I gotta go, Stephanie is waiting for me, we're going to go see a movie" He looked concerned, and i'm sure he felt bad. He tried talking me into having "just one more glass of wine" but I insisted that I had to get going. Calmly walked out, got into the elevator, and just starting crying. Did he know she was going to be there? Was this his plan?
I cried all the way home, and started to feel sick to my stomach. I assumed he would call or text me asking if I was ok with what all happened, but nothing. Still haven't heard from him. I'm not calling him either, I'm just going to let it be. They are obviously still talking and I wouldn't want to get involved in their confusing mess.
All in all, not a good night. Still feel sick thinking about it today.
I need a drink.
She, once again, is going through some tough stuff.. (Convenient.) and he once again cannot have anything with me becuase he needs to be there for her and it wouldn't be fair to me.
Am I being cursed for something?? I really feel like this is just plain unfair. It's unfair that he would do this to me again, because now that it's happened twice.. I don't think I could do it again. Here's what really toppped all of this off. I worked late last night, then went to his work to visit him and get a drink. (He's a bartender.) I'm sitting there, it's kinda awkward after him saying he really likes me but can't have anything... but we're still chatting and enjoying each others company.. Then the door opens... and in walks...... his ex.
My heart sank. He says some crap like "Look at me, i'm being so rude.. Elena, this is Brittany, Brittany, this is Elena." We both did the "Hi, nice to meet you" (Even though you know I'm not a fan of you)
Well, as much as I wanted to, I couldn't just leave, that would be too obvious. So I sat there, and tried to act normal. I couldn't help but notice that she was literally staring at me half the time! It had to have been one of the most uncomfortable and dissapointing moments I've had lately.
I finished my drink, and calmly said "Ok Craig, I gotta go, Stephanie is waiting for me, we're going to go see a movie" He looked concerned, and i'm sure he felt bad. He tried talking me into having "just one more glass of wine" but I insisted that I had to get going. Calmly walked out, got into the elevator, and just starting crying. Did he know she was going to be there? Was this his plan?
I cried all the way home, and started to feel sick to my stomach. I assumed he would call or text me asking if I was ok with what all happened, but nothing. Still haven't heard from him. I'm not calling him either, I'm just going to let it be. They are obviously still talking and I wouldn't want to get involved in their confusing mess.
All in all, not a good night. Still feel sick thinking about it today.
I need a drink.
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