As my astrological forcast predicted, I have had one heck of a year so far.. fingers crossed though.. we're coming up quickly to November when hopefull I will no longer be "mentally disturbed."
In the past, whenever I've had an emotional meltdown and needed a shoulder to cry on, I had a boyfriend who would listen to me vent and rub my shoulders to relieve my stress. It always helped, and it was a good feeling, knowing I would have someone like like to turn to when I thought I was going crazy.
Since my breakup with my last seriouls boyfriend, I've never felt more alone. Having to do all these things on my own while trying to hold myself together emotionally has been.. well.. a roller coaster ride.
Only recently did I come to the realization that no matter where I am in life, even if my heart has recently been broken, if a close friend has died, I will ALWAYS have my family. I never have to second guess that they will be there for me. They know me, they know my strengths, weaknesses, and dreams.
I've somehow always overlooked them. But it's one of the best feelings to know that I have them, and always will.
A big THANKS to my family. Couldn't do it without you.
